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Once More with Feeling By Sioux

Paring :     Craig/Mickey
Rating :     NC17
Archive :    Sunhill, www.savegilmore.co.uk anyone else please ask.

 "Sierra Echo from four, four, three." "Receiving four, four, three,"
Petersen replied. "Sarge, Sergeant Gilmore asked me to relay, he's in a
dead spot; can  you get an ambulance to Back Syke Lane.  He says not to
rush and can  you inform MIT." "MIT?  Do we have an id, PC Haq?" "Yes
Sarge.  It's Watson.  Sergeant Gilmore thinks he's been dead  since
last night, his clothes are still damp from the rain storm."  Sergeant
Petersen pursed his lips in pity for the wasted life of the  fifteen
year old boy, Tim Watson. A feeling of shock shivered through the other
two officers in the  CAD room.  Gilmore and Haq had been on the trail
of a suspected burglar  and rent boy, they hadn't expected him to turn
up dead. "Message  received and understood."  He sighed loudly and took
off his headset.   "WPC Reid, inform Inspector Davies, I'll go and tell
the Super." "Sir," Reid replied. Wearily Petersen plodded off to
Superintendent Grierson's office.

"Ambulance and MIT are on their way," Haq told Gilmore, carefully
picking his way through the litter. Craig was still crouched down
looking at the body.  The boy, Tim,  was  lying on his side between the
middle one of three big dumpsters and  the wall.  The lane was thick
with trash which had blown out of the  tops of the garbage holders and
everything was wet from the heavy  rain of the evening before.  Craig
knew from experience that any  decent evidence would have been washed
away in the downpour. He  could  still see traces of vomit on the floor
in front of Tim's mouth but  his face and lips looked quite clean.  Haq
and himself had disturbed  the scene by pulling back the dumpster to
get at the body, hoping  that he may still be alive. But as soon as
Craig's fingertips had  touched his neck searching for a pulse he knew
by the ice cold  temperature of his skin, and the bloodless complexion
he had been  dead for some hours. Haq took a quick look at the body
then turned his head away,  fidgeting and stamping his feet.  Gilmore
looked up at the young  copper then stood up. Haq took a quick look at
his superior's face then looked away again.  "Do you ever get used to
this Sarge?" "Used to what?" "Dead bodies."  Gilmore's lips turned up
in a mirthless smile. "If you ever do get used  to it, you're in the
wrong job, Haq." "Sir?" "He's still some mother's  son." Haq took
another fast look at the body. "He looks about twelve  years old,
Sarge." Gilmore glanced at Haq and refrained from saying he  didn't
appear  much older.  They both knew Watson's record; a string of
arrests but  no convictions for petty theft, burglary and also
suspected of  prostitution.  Unfortunately the last house he had turned
over had  been fitted with CCTV and Watson had been spotted leaving the
premises of a member of parliament, a backbencher of the government  to
be precise.

Much to Haq's consternation it seemed to take hours for an ambulance
and the Murder Investigation Team to arrive then both arrived at
nearly the same time.   A bossy woman strode over from a squad car and
immediately took  over.  She prevented the ambulance men from touching
the body then  she turned her attention to Craig. "Sergeant Gilmore?
I'm DI Friend this is DC MacManus and DC Webb."  She motioned to a
woman and a young, blonde man. The blond man smiled and said, "Hello
Sarge, nice to see you again," and held out his hand.   Craig returned
the smile and the handshake, which shocked Haq, he  hadn't thought
Gilmore's facial muscles could move in that way. "Nice  to see you
again, Mickey." DI Friend waited for an explanation. "We  worked
together when we were both stationed at Sunhill, Ma'am,"  Mickey
replied for them both. She nodded then continued, "I'd like you both to
give DC Webb your statements then we can take  over from here.  We'll
also need any background information you have  on this case.  Pass it
on to Mickey." After giving her orders to Haq and Gilmore she turned to
Webb. "See if  you can get space to use as an incident room at Park
Rise.   Let me know when and where we can set up." Abruptly dismissing
them all, she turned back to the female DC.   Putting on their gloves,
both women strode forward towards where  Watson's body still lay.   "Do
you want to follow us back to the nick?" Craig asked.  "Or do  you
want to grab a lift in with us?" "I'll grab a lift please Craig."
Together all three trooped back to where they'd left the police car.
Haq thought DC Webb seemed like a nice bloke.  He was certainly
chatting away to Gilmore in a friendly fashion.  Haq pricked up his
ears when he head Webb ask how long it had taken Gilmore to get over
his beating.  That was news to him, he didn't know Gilmore had been
injured in the line of duty.  Something to pass on to the lads at
refs. Gilmore was such a closed mouthed git all they really knew  about
him was he was a good, if austere, Sergeant and that he was  gay.  And
`gay' certainly did not describe his temperament.

The arrival of MIT at Park Rise turned the place upside down.  Webb
found the conference room, just opposite Gilmore's office, and
immediately purloined it for the team.  Within a day it felt like  MIT
had always been there.  Mickey then took both Haq's and Gilmore's
statements, thanked them and then that was the last time Haq spoke  to
the blonde man for several weeks.

Craig was in a prime position to see how the murder investigation  team
worked together, he didn't even have to leave his office to do  so.
They did seem to work very long hours; checking through  statements,
looking into known associates of both victim and the man  he had
burgled, the Right Honourable Giles Smethirst, MP.  Mr Smethirst
presented himself at Park Rise front desk in the  capacity of someone
who wanted to be seen to be doing his civic  duty.  As soon as Craig
saw the man he felt the hackles go up on the  back of his neck.  He was
far too smooth and anxious to please. After  the interview with Mr
Smethirst, which DI Friend had conducted  and Mickey had sat in on, he
and DI Friend passed his office door.   Mickey turned and smiled at
Craig, whilst still listening to  his `guvnor' give him orders.  From
the snippets of conversation  which Craig heard as they passed, DI
Friend didn't trust the MP  either, she was ordering a full background
check.  Whatever else  went  on in MIT Craig now knew a copper's nose
counted for something.

Way past the end of his shift Craig was still trying to make inroads
in his out of control inbox.  Across in the dimly lit conference  room
he could see Mickey going through a similarly piled high tray of
papers as well.  Life in MIT seemed to have made DC Webb into a
studious man, Craig reflected.  When they worked at Sunhill he  didn't
have him down as a man for paperwork but these days he seemed to do  as
much of it as Craig did.  Sighing, Craig turned his attention  back  to
his own inbox, which seemed to have been happily breeding in the  few
seconds his attention had wandered.  Deciding a coffee might  help
matters along he got up. "Mickey, want a coffee?" he shouted. "What? Oh
yeah Sarge, love one." Craig sauntered down to the canteen and picked
up two mugs.  It  tasted marginally better than the stuff which came
out of the  machines.  Carefully carrying the two mugs he walked into
the  conference room and plonked one of them down at Mickey's elbow.
To  his surprise Mickey leapt out of his chair away from the noise then
stood, wide-eyed and staring at Craig. "Mickey?  Are you alright?"
"Jeez Sarge!  You nearly gave me a heart attack!" Looking at the colour
of his face and the way his hands had begun to  shake Craig could
believe it.  He reached out to steady the other  man  and was again
very surprised and a little hurt, when Mickey flinched  away from him.
Taking a step back Craig said carefully, "Sorry, didn't  mean to
startle you."   Then he walked across to his own office and shut the
door.  He put  his mug down and looked at the desk without really
seeing it.  He  hadn't had Mickey down for a homophobe, the man had
always been fine  with him when they were both at Sunhill.  The way he
had jumped out  of his seat was such an over the top reaction.
Shrugging off the  unpleasantness, it had happened before and would, no
doubt, happen  again, Craig got on with his work.

For the next three days Craig kept as much out of the way of Mickey
Webb as he possibly could.  If they met in the corridor he would
deliberately let Mickey go past first, if they met in the canteen he
simply acknowledged him and then walked away.  The look of intense
sadness he saw in Webb's eyes was another surprise.  He was trying  to
keep out of his way, so why this look of hurt on his face?
Impatiently dismissing DC Webb from his mind he applied himself to
getting his relief out onto the streets of London. For a change it was
a quiet day.  He saw the last of his relief  leave  the nick by six
thirty, most of then heading out to the `King's  Head'  for a couple of
pints before going home.  Haq, Wedgewood and Simmons  tried their best
to get him to go with them, but he refused,  pleading  an overfull in-
tray. He ignored Haq's whisper of, "Doesn't he have a home to go to?" A
couple of hours later, as Craig was contemplating the attractions  of
home and food, there was a knock on his door. "Come," he said, without
lifting his head. "You got a minute, Sarge?"  Craig's head jerked up
when he heard Mickey Webb's voice. For a second they regarded each
other before Craig nodded and leaned  back in his chair.  Mickey shut
the door properly and came further  into the office.  With his hands
jammed into his trouser pockets,  his  tie askew, collar undone and his
jacket unfastened he looked nervous  and fidgety.   "Ummm, I wanted to
apologise, for the other night," Mickey began,  not  looking at Craig,
instead walking over and looking through the  window  which gave a view
of the compound.  The orange lights reflected on  his face giving him
strange coloured skin and hair. "No need," Craig replied shortly going
back to finishing off the  last  report. "Yeah there is.  You think I
reacted like that because you're gay,  don't you?" "That's usually the
reason for a reaction like yours.  What else  would it be?" Craig
asked, sarcasm dripping from his voice. "'Cos  you're a bloke." Craig
stopped writing and put down his pen. "What?"   Completely confused.
"You nearly jumped out of your skin  because I'm a man?" Mickey smiled
at his reflection in the window. "Gossip hasn't followed me this far,
then?" "I don't listen to gossip!" Craig replied sharply.  "I prefer to
make  my own judgements." "Why do you think I left Sunhill?" "Because
you managed to get a place in MIT?" "Not exactly.  That came after I
left.  I got raped by a suspect I  was chasing.  That's why I had to
leave Sunhill, the bastard told  everyone." Craig was speechless. "I
didn't jump out of my skin because you're gay.  I still get  nervous if
any bloke creeps up behind me, gay or straight." "Mickey I'm  sorry.  I
had no idea…." Mickey turned away from the window and held up  his
hand. "Not looking for sympathy, just wanted you to know. I want us  to
go  back to how we were.  I don't like being handled with kid gloves."
Craig smiled. "OK." "You nearly finished?" "Nearly.  Why?" "You want to
come out for a pint?"

Mickey let Craig choose the pub, trusting his judgement.  It was dim
and calm enough to allow them to get a table.  Slowly the  conversation
worked around to Mickey's assault.  As he told Craig  the  full story
he never once lifted his head from the beer mat he was  systematically
destroying.  When he'd finished both men were silent. "I  can't imagine
what you went through, Mickey." "Why should you?  You  don't look like
you're into rough stuff." Craig grinned. "No, I'm not."  Mickey's smile
faded as his gazed fixed on two young men in a dark  corner of the pub.
They were obviously more than close friends by  the way they were
staring into each other's eyes.  One of the men  was  stroking his
companion's hand.  Even though that was the extent of  their physical
contact their affection for each other came across  very strongly. "We
can go somewhere else if that is bothering you," Craig said,  tracking
to where Mickey was looking. Mickey shook his head.   "It doesn't
bother me.  Just wondering what it's like. You know, to  have a bloke
touch you with affection and not…," his voice trailed  away, but the
unspoken end of the sentence hung between them. "Mickey,  rape isn't
about lust or sex…" "I know, it's about power.  Been through  all that
with my  counsellor.  Still….." "Still what?" "What's it like, with
another bloke?" Craig squirmed a bit.  Mickey was drinking a lot and
quickly though  he was still coherent.  Craig was also uncomfortable
discussing his  sex life with Mickey but at the same time he could
appreciate why he  was asking the questions. "Well, probably not too
different from when you pick up a woman."  "Buying drinks, wondering if
she'll put out or just go off with her  mates…" "Maybe less uncertainty
then," Craig smiled. Mickey grinned back. "Sounds a lot more
straightforward to me." "Well I think you wouldn't have to worry if you
went and spoke to  the  brunette in the red top," Craig said softly.
The lady in question  had been making her interest in Mickey pretty
obvious. Mickey looked down at the table and smiled. "The mind is up
for it, but the body doesn't want to cooperate, most  times," he
replied softly.  "Can make one-night stands more of a  minefield than
they already are." Craig appreciated the point. "Can I get you
another?" Mickey asked.

By the time the barman was calling time, Mickey was well oiled.
Deciding that it was incumbent on him to make sure Mickey got home
alright, Craig got them both into a taxi.  When he realised that
Mickey had a flat on the third floor he groaned silently to  himself.
Paying off the driver he more or less pushed his inebriated  colleague
up the stairs and to his front door.  Taking the keys himself he
opened the door and pulled him inside.  Propping him against the  wall,
Craig shut the door. "Thanks Craig," Mickey slurred then giggled
softly. "It's OK Mickey," Craig replied turning back to him. Mickey
lifted a hand and patted his face.   "You're a really nice bloke,"
Mickey said seriously.  Or at least  that's what Craig thought it was.
"And you've had a bit much to drink." Mickey's attention was elsewhere
by this point.  Craig was pretty  amazed at suddenly how coordinated
Mickey became when he leaned  forward and kissed him gently on the
lips, drew back then kissed him  again, his arms around his neck, this
time a more prolonged contact.  For few seconds Craig forgot himself
and responded to the gentle  pressure against his mouth.  It had been a
long time since anyone  had  kissed him like this.  Reason asserted
itself and he carefully  pushed  Mickey back against the wall.  Mickey
didn't take the hint and tried  again. "Mickey, come on, knock it off.
You're not gay." "How do you know?" Mickey asked. "I think I'd've
worked it out by now," Craig replied. "Not pinged your gaydar then?"
"No!" Mickey stroked the side of Craig's face. "Come on Craig.   A one-
night stand, show me what it can be like." Craig was sorely tempted.
He hadn't shared a bed for longer than he  cared to remember, and now,
here he was, getting it offered on a  plate.  Regretfully he replied,
"It wouldn't be a one-night stand, DC Webb, it would be me taking
advantage of you.  You're drunk." "I know what I'm doing," Mickey
whispered. Craig shook his head. "Not tonight, Josephine." He slung an
arm around Mickey's waist and guided him to his bedroom,  got him onto
the bed and took his shoes off.  By the time he had  covered him with
the duvet Mickey was almost asleep.  Quietly he  turned the lights off
and let himself out.

The next morning a very pale faced DC Webb, sporting dark glasses,
sneaked quietly into the nick passing Sergeant Gilmore on the way.
"Good morning DC Webb," Craig said loudly. "Morning Sarge," Mickey
whispered back, scuttling gratefully into  the  dim room he was using.
The grin on Craig's face as he went into parade was truly alarming  to
those who witnessed it.

Mickey's lack of use was noted by DI Friend but she decided to  ignore
it, especially in view of the fact she had a meeting with her DCI,
Malcolm Savage, about the case.  The rest of the team were
investigating another murder and possible future security problem as
well as the murder of Watson.  A House of Commons researcher,  Bernard
Byrne, had been found dead a day after Watson.  There had also been  a
quantity of Ecstasy tablets found on him, of the same type which had
killed Tim Watson.  Byrne had also died of an overdose of the same
tablets.

As the morning wore on and Mickey managed to get some food and  coffee
inside him he started to feel better.  The more he looked at the
evidence they had gathered the more he was sure they were missing
something.  He had the pathologist's report which indicated  extensive
bruising around Watson's mouth, consistent with being forced to
swallow the drugs which killed him.  There was also evidence that
Watson had had anal intercourse, several times, prior to his death.
No evidence of rape but neither were there any traces of DNA making  it
clear that either one man or several men had all worn condoms.   This
was also consistent with how Watson sometimes made money, as a  rent
boy, but he didn't usually work the streets, which meant there  was a
pimp somewhere in the background.  A pimp they hadn't yet got  a  name
for.  Neither had they managed to catch up with the man Watson  was
sometimes known to share a flat with, one James Andrew Haddon.   They
did have an address on file but that had turned out to be  months  out
of date.   Mickey was now, more than ever certain, that finding  Haddon
would prove to be the key to unravelling what happened to  Watson.
Thoughtfully tapping the name on the file in front of him  he  turned
his attention to his computer screen.  Logging in, he began  to  search
for a list of known associates for Haddon and any of which  tied in
with Watson, Byrne plus Giles Smethirst, MP.  Like Gilmore,  and
Friend, as soon as Mickey had met Mr Smethirst he knew there was
something fishy about the bloke.

Craig's easy day had turned into a monster.  Sergeant Felman who was
due to be on custody had been taken ill with food poisoning which  left
them a man down, so Craig spent his day trying to run the  relief  and
keep up with custody as well.  When Felman's relief turned up,
thankfully early, for his shift, Craig breathed a sigh of relief and
returned to his office.  On his way past he saw Mickey staring
thoughtfully at the board which had been set up in the conference
room.  Checking carefully to make sure there was no-one else in the
room he trod heavily inside. Mickey looked round and smiled. "Hi
Craig." "Mickey.  Any leads as yet?" "No leads exactly." "Where's the
rest of the team?" "Off chasing any leads on Bernie Byrne's murder.  He
had a bag full  of the same E's on him that killed Watson." "Byrne?"
"House of Commons researcher." "Is Smethirst involved?" "I'd put money
on it, but haven't any proof.  What does a rent boy,  an MP, a House of
Commons researcher and a known associate of the  rent boy have in
common?"  Mickey asked. "So far, it looks like a quantity of E's, two
dead bodies and some  CCTV footage." "Not much to go on," Mickey
replied, downcast. The telephone on his desk rang.  He picked it up and
spoke briefly  into the receiver whilst Craig took a leisurely look at
the rogues  gallery Mickey had spent the day getting together and had
stuck up  on  the board. Mickey put the `phone down as Craig stopped in
front of one of the  faces. "DI Friend would like a breakfast meeting
with me at six am to  review  progress.  Who the hell eats breakfast at
six?" "Me, if I get chance," Craig replied, deadpan.  "I know him," he
continued tapping a mugshot.   "Yeah?  Where from?" "My unexpected
stint in custody this afternoon.  He's downstairs in  lock-up, got
arrested for possession.   He was trying to block up  the  toilets in
the Duck and Grouse on Webber Road, with a big bag of  E's." "What?"
Craig shrugged.   Mickey's face lit up.  He leaned forward, gave Craig
a big sloppy  kiss on the lips and yelled at the top if his voice,
"Sarge, I luv ya!" as he rushed out of the conference room.

A few hours later, Mickey bounded up the stairs with a grin on his
face that could have lit up the High Street.  He bumped into Craig  who
was just leaving for the night. "Good result?" "Not yet, but definitely
getting there.  Thanks for the info Sarge,  just what we wanted.  Had a
word with Viv and Malc as well, they  asked me to pass on their thanks
as well." "I only told you Max Brown was downstairs in lock-up!" Craig
protested. "Yeah, but that meant I could get the E's down to forensics
for  analysis and the results are looking like a match for the ones
which  killed Watson and Byrne.  Plus, Brown is a known associate of
Haddon's and now we have him in the picture for Watson, possibly  Byrne
as well." "Good day, then.  Well done Mickey." "Couldn't have done it
without you.  You eaten yet, or are you going  straight home?" "Was
intending to go home but, yeah, I'm hungry." "I can get us a meal on
expenses, is there anywhere half decent  around here we could eat?"
"There's a couple of takeaways but not much where you'd like to sit
down and eat," Craig said, racking his brains for the nearest late
night restaurant. Mickey gave him a cheeky look before saying,  "What
about near your gaf?  Or is there someone waiting for you?" Craig  gave
him a pursed lip look which then degenerated into a smile. "No,
there's no-one waiting but there is a decent little place a  couple of
streets away, `The Karachi Garden'." "Sounds good to me."

So, three quarters of an hour later, both Craig and Mickey had just
finished ordering their food and beer at the Craig's local Indian
Restaurant. They spent the time talking softly together about the case.
As it  was a quiet night there was no-one nearby to overhear them.
Once  their starters arrived they were too busy taking the edge off
their  appetites to speak further until they had finished. "You really
think Smethirst is involved with Haddon and Watson?"  Craig asked
quietly. "Yeah, but I'm not sure how.  Don't know if Watson and Haddon
were  dealing drugs to Smethirst or if they were just trying to rip him
off." "What's Smethirst's background?" "The nice little political
marriage took place a couple of years  ago.  The political wife lives
in the constituency dealing with the  voters there whilst he lives down
here doing whatever they do in  Parliament." "Interesting lifestyle,"
Craig remarked. "Nice work if you can get it.  A nice house in a good
part of town,  pay a peppercorn rent, lots of posh nosh out and bob's
yer uncle."  "Even a backbencher?" "An up and coming backbencher,
according to Viv  and her sources." Craig raised his eyebrows, unable
to say more as the  waiter was  clearing away their starters and
setting out warm plates for their  main course. Once the food was set
out and the waiters were far enough away,  Craig  asked, "Is this `up
and coming backbencher' Smethirst's own publicity, or  from any other
source?" "Other sources.  Probably why he's happy to be seen helping
the  police anyway he can.  Personal friend of the party chairman,
invited  out to Chequers on several occasions, the real McCoy kind of
stuff."  "So wouldn't look good if seen to be involved with the grubby
murder  of a rent boy?" "Definitely not.  Haven't you wondered why the
press aren't camped  out on the front doorstep?" "It did cross my
mind," Craig replied, tucking into his curry. "Someone  with some clout
has been pulling lots of strings." They applied  themselves to the
food, which was good and much needed.

"There's one thing that has me puzzled," Craig remarked later,
stirring his coffee. "Only one?" "Well, one thing which doesn't really
fit. Watson's been on the  books  for years, suspected of all sorts,
but has always been clever enough  never to get convicted.  Then
suddenly he does a house up West,  there's a very blurry image of him
apparently being cheeky enough to  leave via the front door at three in
the morning and there's DNA  evidence and fingerprints all over Mr
Smethirst's study plus a very  nice platinum and diamond bracelet
missing and a man's watch." "Old DNA  evidence." "What?" "Shouldn't
really be saying this, but the lab says  the fingerprints  are old, at
least a few days old.  And there's lots of both DNA and  fingerprints.
He'd been in that room and in the bedroom upstairs,  and every other
room in between, quite a few times." "A sexual connection?" "That's the
way it's starting to look.  The receipt for the bracelet  and the
watch, which Smethirst said were nicked, are dated over six  months
ago.  Smethirst reckons the bracelet was a present for Mrs  Smethirt's
birthday." "Could have been." "Mrs Smethirt's birthday was two months
ago.  He bought her a gold  pendant, set with amethysts.  Very nice and
about an eighth of the  price of the platinum bracelet." They were
interrupted by the waiter with their bill.  Both men threw  a couple of
notes on the table then got up to leave in silence. It  didn't take
long to get back to where Mickey had left his car  near  Craig's front
door. "You going to invite me in for a coffee then?" Mickey cheekily
asked.  Craig hesitated before saying, "Are you certain this is a good
idea?"  "Well certain," he assured Craig, wrapping one arm around his
neck  and drawing him down for a kiss.

Craig couldn't help but smile at the blissful, dopey expression on
Mickey's face as he lay in Craig's bed.  It looked like not only had
DC Webb got laid tonight so had a lot of demons lurking in his  psyche.
He padded out of the bedroom across to the bathroom, collected
supplies, cleaned them both up and settled for sleep. "You're lovely,"
Mickey murmured sleepily, turning over and cuddling  up to the bigger
body in the bed. Smiling happily Craig gathered him up comfortably and
succumbed to  slumber only to be wakened some hours later by Mickey
sitting bolt  upright in bed saying,  "CCTV!" then groaning and
doubling over. Craig knew about the groaning if not the CCTV bit.
"Steady now, try and turn onto your side, there you are, bring your
knees up a bit," he instructed, rubbing one large warm hand over
Mickey's stomach and the other over the small of his back. "Oh Jeez!"
Mickey moaned. "It'll go off in a minute," Craig assured him, still
rubbing  soothing  circles on his stomach. Gradually Mickey relaxed by
degrees. "Tell me this doesn't happen to you every time?" he finally
asked.  "This doesn't happen to me every time," Craig dutifully
repeated.  "You're just using muscles you haven't used before and we
were, well, a bit enthusiastic," he said ruefully.   "I really need a
slash," Mickey said quietly. "Take it steady and slow," Craig warned
him. Carefully Mickey went to sitting on the side of the bed, then to
upright enough to get to the bathroom and back.  Moving very  steadily
and a little more quickly he got back into bed. "Didn't expect that,"
he remarked. "Feel better now?" Craig asked, letting Mickey rest his
head on the  hollow of his shoulder. Craig felt Mickey nod his head.
"Were you dreaming about CCTV?" "Sort of.  I had an idea.  There's only
a really blurry image of  Watson on the CCTV from Smethirst's house.  I
was wondering if we  took CCTV from the surrounding buildings, front
and back, if Watson  would be on any of those.  He's been inside that
house on more than  one occasion; I'd stake my warrant card on it.
Smethirst's a dirty,  disgusting…." Mickey stopped speaking and went
very still. "Smethirst was eyeing you up?" Craig asked, catching up
with  Mickey's  train of thought. "I didn't see it before but, yes, he
was.  All the time I was  interviewing him with Viv, he was looking me
up and down." "Something  more to add to his file." Mickey lifted his
head to look at Craig. "We  make a bloody good team, you and me,
Sarge!" "In more ways than one!"  Craig replied shortly before Mickey
started  in on cementing their new team status again.

It seemed only a few minutes later when a voice was calling, "Craig,
Craig." "Mmm?" "Craig, I brought you a coffee.  What time are you on
duty? You  haven't set your alarm clock," Mickey asked. Craig blearily
opened his eyes to see Mickey, fully dressed, sitting  on the side of
the bed putting a steaming cup down on the bedside  table. "'Time is
it?"  Craig asked. "Quarter past five.  Didn't know if you were on six
two or not." "Two  ten today, but thanks for checking.  You're up
early."  Craig  took a sip of coffee and then sat up to take more, it
was a good cup.  "Breakfast meeting with Viv and probably DCI Savage as
well." Craig  reached out and gently ran a fingertip across the blond
fuzz  not even visible on Mickey's face. "There's a spare razor in the
bathroom cabinet." "Thanks but I'll do it later.  This is where being
blonde pays off,  it won't show much!" Craig grinned, well aware that
his face would be looking very blue  shadowed by now.  Mickey leaned
forward and kissed him sliding his  arms around Craig's broad frame.
They were kissing for a long time  before Mickey drew back, breathing
hard and discreetly adjusting his  trousers. "See you later," he said
softly. He got up and went to the door then turned around and looked
back at  Craig then cheekily winked at him.  Craig smiled sleepily,
finished  his coffee, set his alarm clock then went back to sleep.
Mickey quietly shut the front door and went towards his car.  Even
though it was just getting light and the day was overcast, he had a
spring in his step and spring shone out of his eyes.  Despite odd
twinges from his abdomen he felt better and more alive than he had  in
months.

It appeared that Mickey's middle of the night idea about CCTV  footage
had borne fruit.  Every time Craig went past he could see Mickey and  a
couple of other DC's methodically working their way through piles  of
video tapes.  It would take them days to get through all that  lot,
Craig thought to himself.    Surprisingly, despite having had little
sleep the night before,  Craig  slept rather badly.  Mickey had wished
him an exhausted goodnight  before he left after working a sixteen hour
shift so he didn't  expect  any calls or visits.  Grumpily Craig turned
over in his bed again  and  suddenly realised what the problem was; he
could still smell  Mickey's  scent on the pillow.  It had been a long
time since he'd shared his  bed with someone else and the faint scent
of another body was  disturbing him.  Laughing softly at his own
stupidity he stripped  the  pillowcase, threw it across the bedroom and
shortly afterwards  dropped into a deep sleep.

Looking through piles of blurry CCTV footage wasn't exactly
scintillating but it did provide lots of sightings of Tim Watson
entering Smethirst's London residence several times a week.  Oddly
enough the footage for those times on Smethirst's cameras didn't
match.  On earlier tapes there were also shots of the other murdered
man, Byrne, entering and leaving the house by the back door too,  plus
a couple of shots of someone who could have been Haddon. "He turned the
video off?" Friend asked. "Looks that way Ma'am.  He only left the one
with Watson leaving the  building to show us, to make it look like a
break-in," Mickey  replied. "And added to this, I think we have our
connection." Friend was looking at a blown-up photo of Smethirst, Byrne
and  Watson  talking together at the edge of the shot in the far
background, with  two ministers in the foreground. "I think you have
enough circumstantial evidence Viv, but we need to  make sure this one
will stick before we make an arrest," Savage's  precise tones cut
across Viv's concentration.   "Yes Sir." She didn't need to be told the
repercussions of arresting a member  of  the serving government without
sufficient evidence to charge him.   "Webb, Rosie, check out Max Brown
again, see if he hasn't remembered  where Haddon might be." Mickey and
Rosie departed to see Max again.  As they drew near his  address they
could hear shouting from within.  Each officer drew  their asp and
advanced cautiously.  Nearer the shouting didn't make  much sense.
Mickey signalled he would go around the back.  Once in  position he
whispered into his radio. Rosie hammered on the door.  When it opened
and Brown saw Rosie on  the step he shouted over his shoulder, "Cops!"
There was a sound of running feet as whoever it was exited by the  back
door.  Rosie reached in and efficiently caught Brown,  handcuffing him
to the radiator pipes before running through the  house herself to
assist Mickey. Mickey was hoisting himself to his feet, blood streaming
down his  face from a scalp wound, giving chase to a man who was trying
to  climb over the garden fence. "Urgent assistance required, 14
Hopcroft Road, officer injured," she  shouted into her radio whilst
running down the garden.  Mickey had  managed to stop the man from
climbing over the fence but was having  trouble subduing him.  The man
was shouting nonsense, and struggling  violently with Mickey.  Mickey
responded with a few punches of his  own which bent the man over,
taking advantage of the slight lull,  Rosie slapped handcuffs on one
wrist then Mickey quickly dragged the  man's other arm around a solid
metal pole which was holding up the  washing line.   Suitably
restrained the man started taking out his  drugged fuelled energy on
the fence and clothes post. Mickey leaned back against the shaking
fence wiping blood out of his  eyes with his hand. "You alright?" Rosie
asked, appalled at the amount of blood flowing  from her colleague's
scalp and nose. "Yeah, he belted me a couple of times." "Is that all?"
she asked, spying the cut in his shirt. "It's just a scratch, he didn't
get near enough to do damage." "You  sure?  Let me have a look." "I'm
alright," Mickey replied, fending her  off.  "Did you get Brown?"
"Yeah. He's at the front door, attached to  the pipes." The sound of
cars braking from speed told them their back- up had  arrived.  It took
several officers to get the man, who Webb had now  recognised as
Haddon, into the back of a police van. "What the hell is he on?"
Simmons yelled. "God knows!" Mickey replied, slamming the door on him
before he  could  make a break for it again.

The uproar once they got him in custody had to be heard to be
believed.  Instead of quietening him down, the ride in the back of  the
police van seemed to have provided him with a new source of  energy.
"Has he been searched?" Craig shouted. "No Sarge, we couldn't hold him
down long enough," Mickey yelled  back  from the floor, holding onto
his bucking prisoner with three other  brawny uniformed constables.
"Right, get him in a cell and get his pockets emptied.  Simmons get
the FME in and let's find out what he's on." At that moment Haddon got
a hand free and used it to punch Mickey in  the head, belting him hard
enough to send his head into ringing  contact with the custody desk.
"Hold him down!" Gilmore bellowed.  "Simmons, get a mattress on the
floor of cell two! Mickey?" Shaking his head Mickey waved Craig away.
Six officers manhandled  Haddon into cell two and put him on the floor
on the mattress.   Craig  followed with plastic restraint ties, small
but exceedingly tough  items which would restrain Haddon without the
need for handcuffs.   Within minutes the troop returned with Haddon's
personal belongings,  which included a number of tablets in plastic
bags plus what  appeared  to be several rocks of crack cocaine and a
very nice platinum and  diamond bracelet. "Put him on fifteen minute
watch," Gilmore ordered grimly, knowing  with the amount of drugs in
Haddon he could well gork at  anytime.  "Tell the FME to get a move on
as well." Mickey was seated on the bench at the back of the custody
suite,  with  DCI Savage, DI Friend and DC MacManus all leaning over
him. "No, I  don't want to go to hospital," Mickey was saying, trying
ineffectually to staunch the blood with a paper tissue. Without a word
Craig retrieved the first aid kit and pushed through  the group.
Extracting a gauze square he handed it to Mickey. "Apply  some pressure
with that.  Let's have a look at the other side  as well." Gently and
carefully Craig examined him, wiped excess blood off his  face and what
was more surprising to Savage and Friend was that  Mickey let the big
uniformed sergeant do that without making a fuss. "I  think the FME
should look at that cut, Mickey.  It might need a  stitch or two.  Come
on." Meekly Mickey stood up with Gilmore's assistance and was led to
the  medical room. Silently Savage raised his eyebrow at Friend who
shrugged her  shoulders.  They had been trying, in vain, for some
minutes to get  DC  Webb to seek medical help.   Savage had been on the
verge of making  it an order when he had unexpectedly capitulated to
Sergeant Gilmore.  "I think I might have to borrow him to get the kids
to do as they're  told," MacManus remarked dryly looking after the
retreating backs of  Gilmore and Webb.

Inside the medical office, Craig was helping Mickey with his jacket
then began to clean him up, wiping away the blood then, without
thinking about it, undoing his shirt to get at the blood which had  run
down his neck, and checking the narrow red stripe across his  chest.
Before he knew what was happening, Mickey had pulled him  close between
his legs and was planting hot, hard kisses laden with  adrenaline and
lust all over his face and lips.  It didn't take  Craig  long to catch
up.  Guiltily they sprang apart when Craig heard the  door opening to
admit the doctor. Quickly and, he hoped, unobtrusively, brushing a hand
over his  swelling lips Craig mumbled, "Hello Dr Westfield." "Hello
Sergeant Gilmore.  What have you got for me?"

She put butterfly closures on the scalp wound, a cold compress on  the
bruise and the lump on the other side of his head.  Gently  manipulated
his nose and said it wasn't broken then gave Mickey some  painkillers
and told him to go to casualty if he noticed any  blurring  of vision
or began to vomit.  Then she wrote him a sick note for  three days,
which he had no intention of using.

"I believe the call said there was a second patient?" "He's had to be
restrained in the cells.  Won't be nearly as  pleasant  as DC Webb.  We
think he's on drugs but don't know which ones." Craig  opened the door
and gave orders to PC Simmons to escort Dr  Westfield to Haddon. Mickey
hopped off the table as Craig turned  back  to him. "When do you get
off shift?" Mickey asked urgently. "Forty minutes, here," Craig took a
key off his key ring.  "Let  yourself in."  Then he was gone.

Haddon would not be fit for questioning for hours, both Craig and
Mickey knew that without the added medical opinion of Dr Westfield.
Finding the bracelet among his personal possessions was a bonus
though, it certainly tied him in with Watson and the burglary. Mickey
told DI Friend that the doctor had said he was OK to work.   Viv Friend
immediately disbelieved him. "I'll get Rosie to drive you home," she
said. "It's alright Ma'am.  Craig said he'd drop me off, he knows where
I  live." "Craig?" "Sergeant Gilmore." "Oh yes, you used to work
together at Sunhill," she put in for the  benefit of Malcolm Savage who
was quietly listening. "Good work, DC Webb," Savage said, standing up
and making the most  of  his six feet four inch stature. "Thank you
Sir." "Now, go home and get some rest.  That's an order." "But Sir,
what about Brown?" "I'm quite certain we can find a couple of people
among the rest of  your team to re-interview Max Brown," Savage
replied. "Yes Sir," Mickey replied, a little subdued.

Several minutes later, Savage watched through the window as Craig
ushered Mickey into his car before driving off.  He did silently  note
and store away that Craig seemed to have taken a wrong turning if he
was taking Mickey home.

The journey back to Craig's house was quiet but humming with
restraint.  Craig parked his car, Mickey opened the front door.
Before the front door was properly closed  they fell on each other,
ravenous kisses and bites raining down, clothes half discarded in an
attempt to reach hot and ready skin the in the shortest possible  time.
They didn't even make it past the hallway.

When the moans and sharp little cries of pleasure had died down and
the sound of panting was slowly becoming the sound of normal  breathing
Craig levered himself up on one elbow and eyed his  post-coital
colleague and then the staircase.  Carpet burns, he  decided, were over
rated.  Gently he reached out to touch the red  line across Mickey's
chest.  A little deeper and Mickey would have  had an open plan chest.
Mickey opened his eyes and saw the fear in Craig's.  He smiled and
covered Craig's hand with his own.  Reversing the hold Craig pulled
him upright then upstairs, managing to do so without tripping over  any
undone and flapping items of clothing.

Lying side by side across Craig's rumpled bed, their skin shining in
the faint light coming through the curtains, Craig was starting to
feel a bit guilty.   "You've gone quiet," Mickey remarked without
opening his eyes. "Still  trying to get my breath back.  How are you
feeling?" "Fine!" Mickey  grinned happily. "The doctor told you to get
some rest." "I'm in bed,  aren't I?" "I don't think this is what she
had in mind." "I won't tell  if you don't." Craig started chewing at
the side of his fingernail then  he suddenly  found his hands held
above his head as Mickey threw himself onto  Craig, straddling his hips
and leaning down over him. "I'm fine.  Stop worrying."  He leaned down
the necessary couple of  inches and kissed Craig.  "Once more with
feeling then I'll let you  go to sleep," he said with a huge smile on
his face. "What makes you think either of us will be capable of once
more?"  Craig asked reasonably.  They hadn't been in the least
abstemious  since they had entered his house a few hours ago. Mickey
rubbed himself against Craig's crotch. "That feels like someone is
pretty interested," he whispered. "Just  very greedy," Craig whispered
back. "My kind of friend," Mickey  replied, reaching across Craig for
the  necessary supplies.

Despite exhaustion nipping at him Craig stayed awake after he had
given Mickey a couple of the painkillers and put him under the  duvet.
He was leaning on one elbow looking down at his soundly  sleeping bed
partner trying to analyse what was going on.  This was  only supposed
to have been a one-night stand, Craig helping Mickey  to  put away some
of his nightmares.  As far as that went, it seemed to  have been
successful.  In fact, extremely successful.  And today  could be
ascribed to adrenaline and availability.  He wasn't in love  with
Mickey and he was virtually certain Mickey wasn't in love with  him,
there was a degree of affection between them but that was all.   At
least he was almost sure that was all.  So why had he gotten so  angry
when he'd seen the damage Haddon had inflicted on Mickey?   Simple
affection for a man who's body he had shared, that was all,  he  told
himself. Something else which had pleasantly surprised Craig, had been
Mickey's behaviour towards himself.  He had been consistent and
pleasant, before, during and after.  Subconsciously Craig had been
waiting for the wild recriminations which had always followed a
pleasing interlude with Luke.  That was unfair, he told himself,
comparing Mickey to Luke.  Mickey was much more adult about sex. Craig
fell asleep still musing on his relationship with Mickey Webb.

 "Oh come on, man, I've told you.  Jim, he gave me the bracelet to
fence for him.  He was out of his mind on crack and E's.  Said he  was
too scared to fence it himself, said that someone was trying to kill
him." "And you believed him?" Viv Friend asked eyeing the thirty one
year  old man on the other side of the desk from her. "No.  Well not at
first.  I told you, he was popped up, has been  ever  since Timmy died.
He can't get over it.  He loved Timmy." "He pimped Timmy." "Nah, he
didn't pimp Timmy.  Timmy pimped himself.  Jim loved him.   You seen
Timmy?" At Viv's nod, Brown continued, "He was really good  looking,
got a good body and he had the skills the men like.  Jim  knew where
the demand was, Timmy supplied the goods.  He gave Jim a  cut to keep
him safe when he was with a client and to keep finding  good clients.
No-one ever played rough with Timmy." "If Timmy was making so much
money why has he got a string of  arrests  for petty theft and
burglary?" "That was before he got it together with Jim.  They were
good for  each other.  They helped each other out." "And Timmy did all
the planning?" "Yeah." "You're asking me to believe a fifteen year old
boy arranged all  this?" "He wasn't no fifteen year old, he was twenty-
two.  He just looked  fifteen.  His name wasn't really Timmy either,
it's David.  Timmy's  his brother, he took his birth certificate." "Did
you sleep with him?" Viv asked. Brown shook his head.  "No, boys are
not my scene.  I like the  ladies." "Did Haddon sleep with him?"
"Sometimes.  He used to have Jim screaming sometimes." "He was hurting
him?" "Nah, I told you, Timmy had a good body and knew how to use it."
"Did  Haddon say who was trying to kill him?" "The same ones who killed
Timmy." "Haddon believes Timmy didn't overdose himself?" "Timmy didn't
do drugs.  Would have made him look old real quick.   He  was vain
about his looks, needed to be with his clients.  All men  with lots of
money.  That bracelet you got, one of his men friends  gave him that."
"Do you know which one?" "Timmy never said.  He didn't talk about the
men much." "Did his clients give him a lot of presents?" "Some did,
some didn't.  They paid him a lot of money though." "So  Timmy was paid
a lot of money, had expensive presents given but  he lived with Haddon
on a house on the Coal Mill Estate.  If he  didn't do drugs, what did
he do with the money?" Brown started to laugh. "Timmy and Jim don't
live on the Coal Mill, Jim used the house for….  other things, Timmy
sometimes stayed there when he wanted time off.   Timmy's place is up
West." "Address?" Brown thought for a minute then spieled off an
address. "Did Timmy take his clients there?" Rosie asked. "Sometimes,
the ones he liked, or the ones he was trying to impress."  "Anything
else you can tell us?" Viv asked. Brown shook his head.  "Interview
terminated at sixteen twenty-one."

"What do you think?" Rosie asked her boss as they left the interview
room. "I think he's telling the truth, or the truth as he knows it.  We
need to check out this address first, let's see if Timmy, or David
Watson does actually live there."  "Ma'am." "Oh and Rosie, get that
corpse finger printed and see they match the  ones on file for Timmy
Watson."

Viv collected two more members of her team and drove up to the  address
Brown had given them.  Rosie had already arranged for the  building
supervisor to meet them with a key. Building supervisor was a bit of a
misnomer, Viv thought, as she  exited the car and was greeted by a man
in a uniform. "DI Friend?" "Yes." "I'm Philip Roberts, I run security
for this building.  Please come  in." Friend looked around the spacious
lobby, noting as she did so,  discreet cameras angled to catch every
part of the lobby. "How long do you keep your surveillance tapes, Mr
Roberts?" "They're on  a three month cycle." She nodded. "They record
twenty four seven?"  "Yes." Roberts motioned them into the lift and
pressed the button for  the  sixth floor. "Did you know Mr Watson
well?" "Not very well.  He seemed a pleasant young man, kept himself
very  much to himself." MacManus looked up and saw the unblinking eye
of yet another camera  in the corner. "Are the lift tapes on a three
month cycle as well?" "Yes, they are." "Is this the only lift for the
whole building?" Viv asked. "No, Ma'am.  There is another lift towards
the back of the building  which residents use if they want to bring ,
umm, friends in  discreetly." "Friends?" Viv asked. "Some of our
residents have what one might call celebrity friends  who  like to
sometimes stay out of the limelight." Viv considered the statement as
they all exited the lift.  Did  Roberts really mean this whole building
was full of expensive toms  of  both sexes or were the people living
here really connected to the  rich and famous?  Well, you would
certainly need to be rich to live  here, she thought. Roberts used his
pass key to open the door of the apartment.   Viv had to try very hard
not to let her jaw drop.  The place looked  amazing.  All clean lines,
rugs over wooden floors, light wood and  stainless steel shelving.  A
fantastic view over the rooftops of  London and discrete lighting.
"Rosie, get a forensics team in here," Viv said sharply. "Ma'am." "Mr
Roberts, we will need to examine the building security tapes for  as
far back as you have them." "Of course.  Could I ask if your people can
use the rear entrance  please?" At Viv's blank look he went on. "Our
residents do like to protect their privacy, you understand.   They pay
a lot of money to do so." "We'll try our best," she replied in a
colourless tone.

 By the end of day two, Mickey had a long list of names from the
security tapes, including Haddon, Byrne and Smethirst.  Smethirst  was
quite a regular visitor too.   Some of the people he spotted using the
residents lift in company  with Watson had his eyebrows crawling off
the top of his head.  Most  of them were in the public spotlight and
were from all sections of  society.  The one thing they all had in
common, apart from visiting  a  very beautiful young man for sexual
services, was they were all well-  heeled.  Timmy had had a hell of a
client base. Mickey couldn't help an  evil laugh as he spotted
Smethirst, yet  again, with Timmy in the lift. "What have you found?"
Rosie asked. Mickey obligingly paused the tape to let her see.  She
grinned in  appreciation. "Got you, you bastard," she said softly. "But
why kill him?" Mickey asked.  "He wouldn't lose that many votes  by
coming out of the closet and admitting he's bi." "Maybe it was cheaper
to kill him than finish with him," Rosie  replied.

Mickey got his answer three hours later.  Malcolm Savage swept into
the conference room accompanied by two black suited, serious faced
men, gathered his team about him and shut the door for added privacy.
"Ladies and Gentleman whatever is said from now on stays in this  room.
A warrant has been issued for the arrest of Giles Smethirst,  MP for
the murders of David Watson and Bernard Byrne, contrary to  common law.
After his arrest on the charge of murder, Mr Smethirst  will be handed
over to these gentleman from MI5 for further  questioning on a charge
of treason.  Copies of State Papers were  found in David Watson's flat
and also the remains of other papers  were found in Smethirst's house."
"Smethirst's a spy?" Mickey asked in surprise. "As yet the charge is
not proven," one of the men replied.  "But it  is certainly a
possibility." "James Andrew Haddon has been removed from lock-up to a
safe house  for his own protection," Savage continued.  "All data
relating to  this case will be passed over to MI5.  That is all." Two
high spots of colour flamed on Savage's face as he dismissed his  team.
"The boss isn't happy," Rosie said, sotto voce. "How do you know?"
Mickey asked. "He's got some colour in his cheeks.  He's usually fuming
when that  happens."

They began to collect together all the data on the two murder cases
and pack it away ready for the two men and their team to take. Mickey
saw DI Friend storm into the room, looking as unhappy as her  boss.
Quickly he made his way to her side and asked very quietly,  "Ma'am,
what's happened?" She breathed out heavily through her nose  then
looked at the two men  in black by the door.  Softly she started
speaking, "Haddon started singing like a canary when he came down from
the  drugs.  He was terrified.  He demanded police protection and told
us  Watson and Byrne had hatched a nice little plot between them to
blackmail Smethirst.  Byrne already knew Smethirst had papers in his
office at home he shouldn't have.  He saw them on the several
occasions he slept with him.  Then Byrne and Haddon introduced
Smethirst to Watson.  Smethirst then started using Watson on a  regular
basis.  Watson would go into his office after he had had sex  with
Smethirst and take copies of any papers he had in there.  They  then
started blackmailing Smethirst.  He was paying out thousands of  pounds
a month to them, in addition to Watson's fees and presents.   Haddon
thinks the last time was when Smethirst caught him and forced  the
overdose on him.  Found Byrne and dealt with him the same way."  "Who
was he giving the papers to?"  Mickey asked just as  quietly.  "And how
did he get hold of them?" "Not too sure to either question.  But most
of the papers we found  dealt with National Security.  Any enemy of the
UK would have a use  for them.  And a backbencher would not have access
to those kinds of  documents." "Hence the reason MI5 is taking over,"
Mickey finished for her. "Go on  and help pack up Mickey," Viv said,
giving him a little  push.  "We'll talk later back at base." "Ma'am."

With the whole team helping it didn't take too long to get  everything
packed up and shipped out then they all trooped out, leaving Viv to
switch off the lights and shut the door. "Ma'am, I just want to say
goodbye to Craig." "Okay Mickey.  Take your time, you're off-duty
anyway.  See you  tomorrow." "Yeah, goodnight Ma'am." Craig looked up
as Mickey knocked on his door. "Hi Craig, just come to say goodbye," he
said, walking into the  office and shutting the door behind him.
"Goodbye?  The case is solved then?" "Yeah, Smethirst did the murders."
"And?" "Can't say," Mickey replied then mouthed, `Tell you later.'
Craig stood  up and walked around his desk then leaned against it.
Mickey came and stood between his legs, his hands resting naturally  on
Craig's shoulders. "You busy this evening?" Mickey asked, his blue eyes
very warm as he  looked at Craig. "I wasn't last night, or the night
before that," Craig reminded him.  Mickey blushed as he laughed. "Well,
don't want to wear out my  welcome." "I'll let you know if you're in
danger of doing that," Craig  replied,  his expression softening.
"Shall I cook some dinner for us?  When you getting off?" "Waiting for
some papers from Kensal Green, then I can go after  that." "See you
back at your place," Mickey said, leaning down for a kiss.  "Mickey!
Not here!" Craig hissed moving back, out of range. "There's  no-one
around Craig!  We've all gone.  Give us a kiss  before  I go." Mickey
was very insistent, so much against Craig's better judgement  he gave
in to a long, slow sensuous kiss. "That'll keep me going, `til you get
home," Mickey said, dropping  another kiss, then deciding he needed
more emotional sustenance for  the journey home. Outside in the
corridor, dark eyes opened wide as a young police  officer drew back
into the shadows, unwilling to be seen as a  witness  to Craig Gilmore
and Mickey Webb sharing passionate kisses in  Craig's  office.  His
face flamed and his breathing quickened on beholding  the  obvious
enjoyment of both men. "Go on," Craig said, giving him a playful slap
on the  backside.  "Before you get us both into trouble." Mickey
grinned at him then said, "See you later Craig."  He opened the door
quickly and left the  office at a fast walk planning a simple meal of
steak and vegetables.  Craig remained sitting on the end of his desk
deep in thought.   Mickey was a one-night stand which wouldn't go away.
Not that he  was  complaining but it was unexpected. A soft cough and a
knock on the door jamb brought him back to  reality. "The receptionist
told me to bring these straight to up to you, she  said you've been
waiting for them." Craig's jaw dropped as he saw a red-faced Luke
Ashton standing in  the  doorway. "You need to sign for them." Craig
shook himself then went and sat at his desk. "Yes, yes of course."
Craig took the proffered paper and signed it with a flourish then  Luke
handed over a sealed document holder." "Thank you," Craig said. "Was
that Mickey Webb I saw leaving?" Luke asked. "Yes, it was.  He's been
working here for a few days." Luke continued to hover. "Was there
anything else PC Ashton?" "You're looking well Sarge," Luke said
softly. "Thank you.  I couldn't have looked much worse than the last
time  you  saw me.  It is eighteen months ago," Craig replied coldly.
"Are you and Mickey….." Craig silently groaned and asked, "You saw us?"
Miserably Luke nodded. "I'd appreciate it if you kept that to
yourself," Craig  snapped.  "Shouldn't you be getting back to Kensal
Green?" Luke nodded and shuffled towards the door as Craig got up to
shut it  behind him.  Just as he got to the door, Luke turned and
stammered, "I  w-w-anted to apologise.  F-for what I did, I mean.  It
was wrong  and I'm sorry I hurt you." Craig didn't say a word, just
waited for Luke to leave his office.   He was digging his nails into
the palm of his hand so hard to stop  himself reacting he was drawing
blood.

Luke took a look at Craig's expressionless face and left his  office.
Thankfully Craig slammed the door shut and sank into his chair,
resting his elbows on the desk and holding his head in his heads.   Oh
god, what a fucking mess, he thought to himself.

Luke fled the building, running out to the panda car which he had
parked in the few shadows of the police compound.  There he gave way
and cried bitter tears of regret.  Too late!  He'd waited too damned
long before making an effort to find Craig and now he was too bloody
late!

Oblivious, Mickey picked out the ingredients for their evening meal;  a
couple of thick, juicy steaks, new potatoes and sweet little  peas.   A
nice bottle of red completed his purchases.   Waiting at the check-out
he thought about the last weeks with  Craig.   He really, really liked
Craig.  OK, he admitted to himself, it was  more than really liked.  He
didn't put a name to the feeling but he  admitted he felt happy in
Craig's company, content and relaxed  except  when they hit the sheets
then it was wild and exciting, like  champagne bubbles rushing through
his blood making his whole body  sing.  Even that first time, when he'd
near enough coerced Craig  into  bed with him, and he'd been scared to
death deep down, Craig had  made  it such a wonderful, positive
experience, letting him set the pace  and dictate what they'd done
together.  He'd been such a kind,  gentle, considerate and loving
partner.  Mickey couldn't actually  remember ever feeling like this
about anyone else before.   He smiled to himself as he thought, could
this be what the other `L'  word felt like?